I've been thinking about faith and a deeper, meaningful belief in deity. I wonder what that would feel like to be so absolutely positive and steadfast in your beliefs. I've been thinking about the act of having faith and that, it, in and of itself is something extraordinary.
A person who held the keys to pieces of me was suddenly killed earlier this year and I am not sure that I will ever be the same. She had great faith in so many things; I think of her often and, if I could have impossible wishes in this life, I'd like to know that she was rewarded for her steadfastness and commitment.
I'm struggling with a lack of faith; it would fill out so many sketched outlines and provide the colors but it doesn't ring in me the way a sung note fills an empty space.
